October 10, 2017
It’s Not Wrong
I need to keep telling myself this until convinced that my poor judgement, my chronic lack of discernment and all those other flaws aren’t any more somber than anyone else’s.
It is very possible that I may have resisted it, because admitting that their glorification was a fucking monumental waste of time, would somehow tarnish an imaginary medal I’d awarded myself.
Yes, yes, I know that my head being a souq is no excuse.
It is what it is.