It’s Not Wrong

 

I NEED TO KEEP TELLING MYSELF THIS until convinced that my poor judgement my chronic lack of discernment and all those other flaws aren’t any more somber than anyone else’s and that it is very possible that I may have resisted admitting that their glorification was a fucking monumental waste of time that as if it would somehow tarnish an imaginary medal I’d awarded myself yes yes I know that my head being a souq is no excuse it is what it is.

 

 

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